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"Know my soul, my angel. I'm an evil thing. God wouldn't take me. And the Devil wouldn't either."
"Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy."
"Creativity is a drug I cannot live without."
"Be open to your dreams, people. Embrace that distant shore. Because our mortal journey is over all too soon."
"Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self."
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The One About The Cat Fight You see, right now I live about 200 miles away from my family(Mom, Aunt, and Uncle). I'm very very close to them. I cry even now thinking about leaving them. But I knew marrying a man in the Air Force that it would eventually come to this. But I'll still be sad, despite the new adventures and experiences I'll get to have. And then having to get rid of the cats as well? It'll be heart breaking. Not just for that moment, but for days afterwards, when we're already moved. Because I wont have a job for a while, and I wont have any friends at all for a while. Sean will have work, and I'll be home all alone, with no one and nothing. Well... then today, Sean and I had a small fight about the cats(which I stopped before it got too big and feelings got hurt). What had happened, was Anukis woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. She was a bit crabby. And she when to hid in the cubboard that holds pots and pans. Sean went to try to get her out, but she was too far back. She kept growling and hissing, and I woke up. So I went out to see what was up, and I got her out of the cubboard, and went back to bed. Not five minutes later, Anukis was back in the same cubboard growling and hissing as Sean was trying to get her out(she felt trapped). I got up, and got her out. Then I figured it out. The bedroom was closed, and Sean was in the living room, Nuki had nowhere else to hide from him. So I brought her into the bedroom to sleep with me. So I start trying to go to bed again, but then I hear Damian whining and crying. I remembered how a few days ago Sean would hold him upside down by his hind legs and just listen to him whine and cry. So I asked out,"What are you doing?!" And he replied with a suspicious,"Noooothiiing." So I close my eyes again to go to sleep, and a little while later I hear Damian crying again. So I yell at Sean to stop it. Perhaps an hour later, Sean came into bed. Nuki was hiding under the bed, and Sean wanted her out. So he waved his hands near the base of the bed. Didn't work. Then he moved the bed a little. Didn't work. Then he moved it a lot, getting pissed. Still didn't work. And so he yelled,"I'm going to kill you, cat!" And practically threw the bed(with me in it) across the room. I jumped up and snatched Nuki up, shooing her out of the room, saying,"Calm Down!" He replied angerly, getting into bed,"Don't tell me to calm down!" and then said we were getting rid of both of the cats. I asked him why, and he replied,"I'm sick of how we always fight about them, and how you act regarding them." And so in defence of myself and the cats, I said,"If you wouldn't be so mean to them I wouldn't yell at you." Then he grunted and repeated,"We're getting rid of them." So I said,"Is it really that hard to be nice to a creature? Treat it with respect?" And again he repeated,"We're getting rid of them." So I left it be. We're not getting rid of them. He needs to learn respect for an animal, and respect for me as well. If he gets rid of them behind my back, I'll just go get them back. And maybe destroy some of his items. I'd probably end up locking myself in the master beedroom and not letting him in for days and days. Either way, I hope he'd get the point! But other than that... things are fine. Today Sean had some meeting thing to go to, where he had to try on all his gear and gas mask and whatnot, just so they could see that all the Airmen know how to do it still. When he walked out of the door, carring his big gear bag over his shoulder, in his BDU, I couldn't help but feel a great swell of love for him, despite our previous argument. – Ava "Sometimes we have to be brought to our knees in order to get in touch with who we really are and what we really want. We can't heal until we hit rock bottom."
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