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"Know my soul, my angel. I'm an evil thing. God wouldn't take me. And the Devil wouldn't either."
"Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy."
"Creativity is a drug I cannot live without."
"Be open to your dreams, people. Embrace that distant shore. Because our mortal journey is over all too soon."
"Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self."
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The One In Which She Goes Insane 1. a.Of, exhibiting, or afflicted with insanity. b. Characteristic of or associated with persons afflicted with insanity: an insane laugh; insane babbling. c. Intended for use by such persons: an insane asylum. 2. Immoderate; wild: insane jealousy. 3. Very foolish; absurd: took insane risks behind the wheel. 4.Exhibiting unsoundness or disorded of mind; not sane; mad; deranged in mind; delirious; distracted. I'm literally going insane. We need a vehicle... badly. Two weekends ago, Strecker was going to let us use his Jeep to go to my mother's dwelling 200 miles away to gather all my stuff(my bed, entertainment center, microwave, etc). Well... we were about on our way, when Strecker called us back. We had to drive 45 miles back to Boise to pick him up. He said the word bomb in an airport and wasn't allowed there anymore. What kind of an idiot says bomb in an airport?! So he needed his Jeep back for that weekend, but said we could have it the following weekend. It was sold before that weekend... We couldn't use it. Today Brasfield was to take us to get my stuff. I was pretty excited... I'm finally getting my stuff. I woke up at 11:00 am. At noon, I told Sean to start waking up. I though this was the time we all agreed to hit the road. He groaned and I let it go for an hour. 1:00 I woke him up and told him I was making french toast for him. French Toast is no easy feat for me, mind you. I'm the woman who has managed to burn ramen noodles on more than one occasion. I can't cook worth shit. So needless to say, I was pretty excited that I was actually managing to make edible food. 1:22 I was on the last piece of french toast and Sean still hadn't come out. So I went in and asked him to get up so it wouldn't get cold. He got really pissed off at me for 'forcing him to wake up'. So I left and shut the door behind me, blocking the negativity, and went back to the last piece of toast. Sean came out, and was arguing with me. I was about ready to cry. And I burnt my last piece of French Toast, which made it all worse. And so I told him to fuck the french toast and go back to bed. -grunt- He's not a morning person. Well, we found out that Brasfield's wife has to work from 5 to midnight tonight, and needs a ride to and from work. That's 7 hours. It takes three hours to drive to my mom's house, three back, that's only one hour to get my stuff. Not to mention get the uhal and hook it up... And I would like -some- time to visit with my family, I don't see them that often! So extremely upset, I went outside to water the lawn. And then I came back in and got online. Starla was on and I told her all about it. She was proud of me for making French Toast, and that made me feel good. I love Starla... she's a great friend and always keeps my sanity when things go rough. I wonder where she keeps it... probably in a glass jar under her bed. – Ava "Sometimes we have to be brought to our knees in order to get in touch with who we really are and what we really want. We can't heal until we hit rock bottom."
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